Rant time!

Urgh, In a well bad mood today... I actually feel ill I'm that stressed.

I want it to be christmas now, so sick of college!

I'm sat here writing this in the library, nice and loud in here as per usual. Again I'm pretty sure its for silent study. I'm only writing this because I can't concentrate on my work. (I have headphones in and can still here them! Stupid lower sixth)

Got so much shit to do and majorly cba doing anything!

I'll stop moaning now and go do some work I spose... personal statement or physics? hmmm....

I'd actually rather do physics work, that just shows how much I'm struggling with my personal statement. not even sure I want to go to uni any more!

Peace out :)

Lourdes 2010

Lourdes 2010

Well where to start…

Lourdes this year was the most amazing experience of my life. It has completely changed who I am/was as a person. I went there with some fantastic people and met many more, some who were just truly inspirational to all who met them. Memories of certain people I cared for this year will stay with me forever. It’s amazing to realise that even though I spent such a small amount of time with somebody they have entirely changed my perspective on life; I am now so much more appreciative of the things I have been blessed with especially my family and friends.

I learnt this year that it does not do to dwell on the past as it is exactly that, it is/has past, there is nothing that can be done about it now, it’s gone, I must live for today, live for the future.

I also learnt an awful lot about myself as a person this week. I found the old me again, the one that has been desperate to get out for the past few years. She is back, and most importantly she is happy! And I now sound really gay talking about myself in the 3^rd person in a rather pathetic way, but it’s all so true.

It’s officially my favourite place in the world. The past week has completely changed my approach to life. Going to Lourdes teaches you many things, Most of all to be thankful for everything you have as some people have so much less than you. It shows us how much we all take for granted.

The effect Lourdes has had on me this year is hard to describe, I’ve said a few things but that is only the beginning. I feel so at peace now, my mind is finally a nice place to be.

And I’ve just realise how depressing this whole blog has been… and I don’t care because Its truly how I feel J

Peace out! J

FAIL

I am absolutely sick of the site of folders, textbooks, paper, pens, post-it notes and highlighters!

Seriously, the sooner Wednesday afternoon comes the better, I will FINALLY be free until January! :) I have once again realised I've messed up, thinking I would be fine revising RE in 4 days, well.. I won't, I have covered 3 theories today, and have about 8 left, to do tonight and tomorrow... not gunna happen!!!

I've come to the decision that if I Fail its no big deal, just re-sit the year, I reffuse to get my self in a state about all this exam crap, once RE is over I will be happy... wayy to much to know for one exam!

Anyway, back to the revision!

Peace out! :)

Hey Blog Buddies!

Note to self: NEVER believe people when they say they will go to a lesson when they don't have too... other wise you end up sat there, on your own with your teacher for an hour getting hammered with questions you don't know the answer too!! LEARN from my mistakes people!

I have had a weird day today, but a good one, in parts (Worked sucked as per usual!)

Beth Austin is a legend :) Just thought I'd mention that one... only she could make Free Willy sound so wrong in many ways! I love you mann!

This week has made me realise a lot. For starters, some things just aren't worth getting so stressed about!

I have taken up an new approach to life, take each day as it comes and stop moaning! It only makes matters worse :) I wish other people to do the same! My actual approach has been "you know what, f##k it" but I wasn't going to post that at first, its a good philosophy to take though, gets your frustration out and makes you feel more at ease about the situation.

I have realised other things this week, like how amazing all my friends are... there are so many of us all in one social group and we all get on, no pathetic arguments, no bitching (that I'm aware of) we are so God damn awesome! I look forward to spending another year with them all :)

anyway, thats me done for the evening!

Peace Out!

So... I decided to start a blog...

Yet another way I have come up with to avoid revision. (I think I'm getting quite good at this now!)

So yeah, read my blog :) when I actually post something remotely decent, I'm guessing it will mostly be filled with silly little snip its from my day to day life :)

Peace Out :)