Its never too late to be what you might have been.

I haven't blogged in quite a long time, I suppose that's mainly because my life has been going pretty fast recently, what with finishing my A Levels and then going on to university. In fact, I think its gone too fast. I'm living in a place that I don't want to be, with people I don't want to be with, doing a course I don't want to do. Thats pretty much a complete opposite to what I was told university would be like.

I was told that it would be the best time of my life, I'd make loads of new friends because I'd have so much in common with the people on my course. But the fact of the matter is, I haven't. I've made one decent friend and he is moving to bloody Hull Uni next year (clearly I'm not the only one that thinks Salford is shit). University is such a contrast to college, I've gone from having a huge group of friends to one decent one. The friendships we made at All Saints are so strong and took so long to form that everything else just seems like utter shit in comparison. As for the course, I always knew that applying to do physics was a big risk, I mean I know I'm not great at maths but I love physics so much that I had to give it a go. I'd have regretted it for the rest of my life and I know I would. But now I'm here and I've tried it, I've realised I couldn't have made a bigger mistake. I can't do the maths side of the course, not without and insane amount of work and help anyway, and I don't want to spend the next 4 years on a course that requires this. I wish I'd never gone through UCAS extra, I wish I'd never applied to Salford, I wish I'd gone to Man Met or Huddersfield as I'd planned to in the first place.

My plan as it stands is to complete this year, drop out of Salford, maybe have a year out and then either go on to do a degree in Human Biology or go straight into a teaching degree, after all, I know thats where I want to end up anyway. Its the only thing I've ever been sure of since starting this whole university process.

Anyway, I'm going to shut up now or I could be here all night typing this out. I could probably write 2000 words with no amount of difficulty.

Peace Out :)